I was raped 2 weeks ago

I was raped 2 weeks ago. I thought it was my fault in a way I still think it is! I am 15 years old. I had been sexually active twice before that same week(long long story) well I was friends with this guy named Jonathan and he was 17. All my friends are older then me pretty much, always have been, dont know why. But anyways, I had gone to a party with Jonathan 3 days before this and there was this kid named "B" there. For legal reasons I cant say his name. Well B is 22. I didnt know this. Well after the party B and one of my friends were all up in each others shit so I left them be and I messed around with Jonathan. Well two days later B called me and I was going to a party and my guy friends that were took me and said "hey lets go pic him up." We went and got him and somehow we decided we didnt want to go to the party. They all went home and B didnt have a ride back to his city cuz we were in my city. So we stopped by a liqor store cuz he wanted something to drink (I dont drink) and so anyways we went to my house until he called his boy in indianapolis, to come get him. Well his boy was clubbing and wasnt gonna be there until late morning so I was like whatever, I didnt care. He was really cute and sweet and we were talkng about all this really personal shit. So I didnt care and we got along. Well he offered me a drink of strong vodka. I dont remember much after that. I know that when the cops showed up at 6 in the morning I was 3 times over the legal limit for alcohol consumption, and by then they said it should have wore off so I was deadly intoxicated earlier that night. I remember some and a litthe here and there but not much. I took off my clothes, I gave him a lap dance. I gave him oral sex and vice versa. Later he had sex with me. I dont remember any of that but I knwo it happened today. This is only 2 weeks later. I'm gettin charged for alcohol comsumption and he is being charged for a lot. To all my girls out there just be smart. I dont have that rep and I have great grades and I'm miss popular at the high school. I dont know how I let that happen. My advice to all the girls out there that are "minors" is: it may be fun to hang with people that are older than yuo but just dont drink and be smart. I didnt know what to call it either. I just found out it was rape. So girls even though you think it was "consensual" or whatever the prosecutor wont care. He is getting charged for rape and giving alcohol to minors and going away for a while. So it was my choice to drink but it is still somehow his fault too. So anyways I wanted to tell my story so if you have any questions or want advice on your problems email me!!!
~*keeley*~
by keeley on 9 Jul 2004

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